i've been puking all day and i'm pretty sure it's because i haven't had a cigarette all day. my head has been pounding and i've been hot and sweaty all day too. gosh, i need nicotine to cure me, i swear.
lately, i've been attracted to everyone. i want to love everyone and i'd want the same love back. i want to quit going over the same speed bump and start flying down the high way. i want my hair flying in the wind and smacking against my face and my hair sticking to my lip gloss. i want change for once. i'm tired of living the same thing i have been for the past almost 3 months because i simply know it's all over.
i'm changing myself because i feel like it's time to change. i've looked the same for the past 7 months and it all has your DNA on it. i need to cut down and live something new though i'm really scared of the outcome and the thought of changing almost brings me to tears but i really need to do it.
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