i am a stranger.

there is nothing i can really do today or any other day.
i just want to sleep and run and listen to music.
i haven't taken a shower in 4 days and i could keep adding onto that time.
i can find the strength to give a fuck.
and i seriously have no one now.
no one gives a fuck.
and what did give me strength and i thought i could go to told me she's sick of hearing it and that she has her own problems.
that's just want i needed to hear too.
so i can keep sinking down and down
and so i can build enough power to exit out.
all i have is friends that i can never depend on and that i feel uncomfortable with.
so they're like nobody to me.
i'm just going to delete everything until i have no one but myself.
it'd be better like that.
and if someone wants to come along and hear my stories, more power to them.
we'll share our stories and never see each other ever again.