i don't give a fuck

i really love when i'm smarter than teachers and when teachers actually admit i'm right rather than arguing with me about how their wrong answer is right, it saves me some words that i would love to flip on.


i really wish i was going to warped tour. and i'm believing in wishes again. i thought i would never wish again because i thought wishes didn't come true because i couldn't see Arley on sunday and plus i was really super blown so it just had me thinking and really sad almost but i couldn't be sad about it no matter how hard i tried. i could say i was but i couldn't feel sad about it until i was sober the next morning.

last night was unimaginable and really cute and i'm really happy about things are turning out. don't get smoke so much you forget about me. don't get so drunk you forget about me.
just.
don't.
forget.
about.
me.
the night you took a vike and you passed out made me really upset but i was glad that you woke up at 3am and realized that you missed out on me. i was looking forward for that day. but that night came last night :D<3
i really can't stop thinking about a bunch of memories and i wish i had time to tell them all.
i liked when you kept kissing my cheek and when i blushed and turned my cheek you started kissing the other one, it made me really happy. and i like how sweet you are. and i liked when the kitten was laying inbetween us on my porch and you called the kitten a cute fucker. it was really adorable. i'm really happy about us, i couldn't be happier to be honest. but i'm also worried that i'll push you away. but i really really REALLY don't want to.

i think it's funny about when i put :D<3
it's like it's eating love.

i want graham crackers and milk. i had them last night as if it were cereal.

andddddd, i'm giving up on school.
i'm not going to graduate.
i hate City High.
fuck you.

i never get selected for anything. i'm just thrown on the side and left there. no one cares about me, i guess. i get put on a side of the class with all the bad kids because i guess i'm classified as a 'bad kid'.

this blog really had no point (: