fluttery

i've been feeling like this for the past week and it makes me sick, but i can't help but smile.

i smile over everything.

i smile when i remember.
i smile when i imagine.

i smile because of you.

i'm so happy with everything.

i've never felt so good about myself.
i've never felt so bad about myself.

i'm nervous.
i'm jealous.

i'm proud.
i'm happy.

i'm sad.
i'm barfy.

i'm insecure.
i'm not good enough.

i'm trying.
i'm working at it.

i'm confused.
i'm thinking.

i'm scared.
i'm worried.

i'm smiling so hard my cheeks hurt and i still continue to smile.
i'm laughing so hard i collapse on my knees and can hardly breathe.

i feel like skipping.
i feel like laughing harder.
i feel like smile bigger.
i feel like sharing my thoughts.
i feel so pretty inside and out.
i feel so valued.
i feel so grateful for life.

it's because of you.
all of you.

thank you for this mixedhappinessflutterynervousemotion.
it's purely amazing.