41 mins 8%

i don't care about school work.
i don't care about you.
congratulations that you are happy.
i'm not.
i'm thinking about what actions i should make right now.
jump out the window?
possibly if i had something to break this stupid fucking city high fucking windows.
i'm angry and i wish i could cry.
but i'm not allowing myself to
and i don't know why.

i wonder what you will do when i'm gone.
if you will do anything.
how you will feel.
if you will feel anything.
how you will remember me.
if i will be remembered.
how things will be changed.
if they will even change.

i'll probably be laughing,
in humor and happiness,
remembering the hold you had one me.
i'll be free finally.

i need this to all go away.

35 mins 5%

it'll soon go away.
you started this, it will soon die.
whether it's me,
or this.

28 mins 4%

i'm not listening.
i'm annoyed.

i need to be numb.
i need to fly.
i need a rush.
i need warmth.

i'm a winner.
i'm gone.

i'll be dead sooner or later.
we all die,
everything dies.



we can't be forever, sorry
6 mins 1%