darling.

she's pushing away
and all i can do is laugh.
this isn't like her.

she wants to skip in fields with no one to bother
except people that want the same as her.
not this hold on her.

i'd tell her to go be free.
she wants to be free.
she needs to be free.

but she won't let it.
she can't do it.
she should do it.

i'm laughing at her in my head.
i don't know how to help her
but she won't help herself.

she's shutting down,
she's breaking away.
she's keeping herself safe.

she won't be made a fool.
she'll make you the fool.
she's in control.