i'm under the water, drowning.
each bubble of air i let out to keep living only makes me a little more dead.
i jumped in alone; not knowing that i would quickly be taken under.
i keep holding my breath as long as i can before i need to let a little out.
the more i let out, the more i suffocate.
the more i suffocate, the quicker i become lifeless.
the quicker i become lifeless, the more angry i get.
the more angry i get, the more i just want to say fuck it.
the more i just want to say fuck it, the more i wonder why i keep breathing.
when will i make it to the surface?
when can i breathe?
or
when will i say fuck it all?
when can i suffocate?
1 comment:
here:
DON'T say fuck it all and DON'T suffocate.
you have so much shit going right now but even more shit going for you. and you're not alone, cuz i'm here. i don't want you to say that anymore. i'm here i'm here i'm here so you're NOT alone. i would NEVERRRR let you do this alone. i couldn't. i care about you too much!
please don't stop giving a fuck. I neeed you around and healthy and being brooke. you can be as pissed off as you want, of course. you know that. i'd be pissed off too, if i were you. well, i AM pissed off. just like
please. i'm not going to let you do anything stupid. i love you tooooo too much to let you just give up. you're not a quitter, bitch.
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