heated

i'm angry.
each day when something fucks me over i get more and more heated than what i started off with the day before and the day before that.
i'm annoyed with life. i'm annoyed with it all.

i feel abandoned and livid.

i'm mad that i'm alone in this all.
i'm mad that i'm doing this alone.
i'm mad that you left me.
i'm mad that you're against me.
i'm mad that you've ALWAYS been against me.
i'm mad that i'm surrounded by brainless people and by people who think they're better.
i'm mad that i did this to myself.